I cant believe it ! we are moving back to our hometown ! But Im a little nervousas well we have so much packing to do . I am beside myself with joy to be seeing my family again . But sad that i wont be seeing my mom . she was my rock she kept me grounded she kept me in line . There are so many things i wish i could have said to her so many things i wish i could take back . so many regrets . why wasn't i there for her ? Why was i in Colorado ? Mom I'm sorry for all the things I've said to hurt you . I guess i must live for the living ! and move on whats it gonna be like for me in TX ? It wont be the same we will be living with in laws this should be interesting I'm gonna pray for the best . That's all i can do . I don't wanna leave this beautiful city makes me sad to go .
Oscar and i had a date lunch yesterday it was very nice to get away alone . with all that's going on we needed a getaway . We already reserved the uhaul so were pretty much ready to go . This may be the last blog for a while . Good bye
